I am so pissed-off at myself right now. I would seriously punch myself in the face and break my own jaw were it not for this hideous feeling I feel inside that kinda works just fine also. Like if my soul had a jaw it would have already broken it by now and still didn’t feel any better. DAMN THIS. Is everyone someone? Must everyone … Continue reading Self-loathing at its finest.
Aya… What? You’re sad. What’s wrong? I’m sad. I don’t know what’s wrong. Not a clue? I’m just sad. I’m just sad. … I feel void. I feel void. I feel empty and worthless. Did anyone say that? I said it. I’m saying it. I feel void of sense and void of meaning. I keep looking for the point of everything. I don’t see the … Continue reading Monologue